Well, what a couple of fucking months. I don’t know about you guys, but I am exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, every way. Completely exhausted. I hope you are all healthy. I hope you are all making small changes that will help yours and others safety. It’s been a wild ride so far and I hope you’re making it through ok.
For a while I tried to not break. I tried to be as happy as usual and keep pushing. I soon realized that’s not healthy. Change brings different emotions. Having your daily routine completely fuck around on you is hard and will probably bring some new ways of thinking to the forefront. That’s ok. You just have to get through however you can. That’s what I’m telling myself anyway.
I’ve become a teacher for my child, which if any of you know me, makes me want to laugh and cry all at once. I swear I have two chickens clucking around up in my head and they’re teaching math the best that they can lol. Moral of the story, is that it’s draining me. I’m not used to it and by the time I’m done going through what I need to with Cash, I have zero to give writing. I’m trying to ease back into it because I miss it. So, I’ll be posting a couple of things here and there. Some may not have an intro because there’s only so much you can say about recipes, oil mixes or all of that different kind of jazz. I’m hoping soon I can put a feel good post up, you know, when I’m feeling good.
How are you all making out? I don’t even like leaving my house and this has been a hard change. I hope you’re being easy on yourselves. Soon we will be allowed to be social again, and if you thought my social awkwardness was amazing before, get ready for the pure fire I’m about to bring now. You’re welcome for those first couple of conversations lol. I hope to see you all on the other side of this soon, where we can cheers with cold drinks and enjoy some good laughs.